Well, what was in today that is giving me this feeling? I am not sure of what this is like. It just feels rejuvenated and fresh back in action. What was really bogging me down all these days? Lets not delve into that and rather be more concerned of the present state of euphoria !! Probably as the time for me to depart to a'bad comes close, it seems like there is more energy in the air and there is surely a lot more excitement. Well, here comes the day when i start off homeward. Thinking of the nice times I would be having there.
But amidst the mixed emotions, which started with a pleasant surprise of a treat, continued with the BIG fight and then ended like a normal re-union there was always that feeling of "feeling good". It also made me think of times when it would be my last day in the council and when I would be waiting to relinquish the office which I would have held for more than a year and one which I aimed the moment I stepped onto campus. Unlike other times, today was a realization, that there wasnt much time in this world to enjoy everything forever. Each and every thing had its own time and moment. Once enjoyed, it had to be parted with. I was overwhelmed to feel what I may at the time of my last few days on this campus. However much we may crib of the campus being like a packed tin of sardines, it is this which is going to be my alma mater. My home for the past 2 years, where I have learnt what is never in books, where I learnt the art of making friends and keeping them. Where I learnt more from the people and the environ than from the books. The place which gave me the passport to achieve high levels of success.
Imagining the day makes me feel nostalgic. Its as if I am visualising it right here and right now. May I be able to retain those memories for ever. Those days in the quadrangle, those times in Jani, to those times in class. Being ripped apart to those wonderful babes I would have loved to stare. From the politics of the council to the parties that we have had. Its been like nothing we have had. I just love the feeling of having to depart with fond memories of this place which gave me life.......... I know this is something that might be coming a bit too sooner, but still today is one day when I feel all is well. I feel that its going to be a bright future.
Hoping for the futures to be bright, for the friendships to sustain the test of times.. For the connection to remain, the feeling to be passed on. How I wish I could delegate the job. Train someone as I was. Honn the skills of someone to make the person one of the best and most powerful person in college. In him I might seek the ultimate solace, the ultimate satisfaction, that of finally passing over the correct legacy. Hoping for such an opportunity.
This masala post dedicated to kola and neena..!! Hope u convert many more PPO's in the future.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
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